tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123027.post8658651589168357605..comments2023-10-05T09:56:38.656-04:00Comments on Rae's Confessions: The next lifeRaehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13352920897908430774noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123027.post-37974962748115004422008-06-01T12:12:00.000-04:002008-06-01T12:12:00.000-04:00Interesting posting. A couple years back when I re...Interesting posting. A couple years back when I realized I could never physically have a child, (from finally accepting my actual age), I started thinking of reincarnation as a possibility. Then I realized that this is more of a sign of something that I need in my life, this life, the only one I know for sure that I have. Thanks for making me ponder this notion again.<BR/><BR/>I, too, get all wrangled up and tangled up inside when I have overnight visitors. You're not alone. Don't beat yourself up over it.Mary Annhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04923598644163139339noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123027.post-58389288926829892982008-05-30T09:12:00.000-04:002008-05-30T09:12:00.000-04:00Rae,I had an interesting thought a few months ago,...Rae,<BR/><BR/>I had an interesting thought a few months ago, when I was beating myself up over the mistakes I made as a mother...<BR/><BR/>Some things haunt me, you know? But then, I a slow dawning realization began to overcome me. <BR/><BR/>I kept thinking, "I want to go back, I want to do it again, I want to it right, give him a home, a dad, a mom that wasn't so screwed up..."<BR/><BR/>And then I thought...what if I already *did* go back...? What if, in some strange alter life, I did worse to my son? What if I had really hurt him, abuse him...or worse...<BR/><BR/>What if I was, at some point, on my knees, begging to go back and save him, save myself?<BR/><BR/>And what if that prayer is what I am living now? Do you see what I'm saying? I've made mistakes, but my son is alive, happy, doing well, is an awesome, awesome person. And I know that he loves me dearly...<BR/><BR/>And then, I believe I am truly blessed.<BR/><BR/>Just some rambling thoughts...but I do know that we are always exactly where we need to be at any given moment. Why? Because it's happening!<BR/><BR/>Blessings, Sweet Rae...BizyLizyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12538971707304185980noreply@blogger.com